I feel like you just described my life lol!!! YES I feel so exhausted And I often feel tired of the constant judgement. I did find a site. It s under sensory processing disorder parent support. Then click on " what an spd parent wants you to know ". It s awesome. But I have found that s it's almost impossible to get people to understand spd and what our children and ourselves go through. It is exhausting. It is hard because we do receive judgement. Our kids receive judgement. It s not fair. I actually had to put something on my fridge telling myself to stop trying to explain to people. And screw them if they judge. I also found this book called a different kind of perfect. It was really emotional to read but refreshing to read other people's stories. I also found that self care is super important for us parents so please make sure you are getting enough of that. The better we take care of ourselves the better we can be for our unique kids