1. What brings you here?
my therapist is trying to find a OT to hopefully verify that i have SPD and help me plan my 'sensory diet'.

2. What is your relations to someone with SPD? Do you have it? a child of yours? Do you treat SPD kids as a professional?
i highly suspect that i have SPD (pretty certain)

3. Share a little of your journey if you'd like.
i've had anxiety related problems since birth which developed into OCD at 8, eating disorder at 15 (although life long feeding difficulties) and now a diagnosed personality disorder (cross between borderline and avoidant/ anxious).
i've never liked being touched with the exception of certain types of animal contact (i like lying on the floor and the dogs lying across my stomach, legs or back) and having the middle of my back stroked with pressure. i've never been able to tell whether i'm hungry, full, whether i'm thirsty, temperature regulation, sleep or rest. i have always panicked with loud noises, i get irritable at people which i hate.
i've grown up believing i was a bad, selfish, over dramatic person. i couldn't work out why i was so contradictory in so may ways. there has never been any 'trauma' that you'd associate with the type of personality disorder i'm diagnosed with, ED treatment was ineffective because it never dealt with the problem and because attemtping to re-establish an appetite was impossible because i'd never managed to do that ever, autism didn't fit because i can read people's faces (even though pretty much all the other criteria i do fit). my therapist has increasingly picked up on the degree of sensory difficulties i do display (i've spent a life time attempting to hide it or adapt to it, or just plain thinking it was something else...ie: a brain tumour or a stroke) and a couple of weeks ago broached the subject of trying to do some sensory intergration work and discussed this with me, including SPD. i've begun reasearching it and i guess some of you know what it feels like, "oh my god, i'm not a bad person, this is what this is, there are other people who are like this." my parent's have looked it up and gone from being sceptical to convinced (they've always talked about the sensory difficulties, it's been referred to as my 'autistic traits' for years). my T is now on the hunt for a OT who has experience of SPD.

4. Is there any immediate help you need?
no, i am just trying to gather as much information. i'm scared to trust that this is right for me, i know it's going to take time to get my head around this.

5. What are you or your child's gifts? Interests? /
6. What do you like to do in your spare time? Any hobbies or interests?
i grouped these together because i find it hard to say good things about myself.
having spent a large amount of my life increasingly withdrawing and in the last 2 years practically reclusive i am a bit short of 'hobbies' as such. i prefer animals to people in general, i have 4 pet rats who i love to pieces and who give me a reason to wake up every day. i am fascinated by psychology/ sociology plus any traditional science that is related especially neuroscience. i love books and love to read anything but 'chicklit'. i studied art and still love art covering many mediums. i enjoy excercise a lot but only certain types and preferrably without contact with people or high impact activities with the exception of a punchbag!